There are many things in life that few people deserve I’ve come so far down this road I lost and never learned And then I saw you there Standing in the moonlight The aura that you gave made Me think that it was all right But then I thought too much And realized it’s over Before it even starts I’m hopeless So I’ll continue on this road To nothing and obscurity Timeless is the greed we hold Those who crave Everything So I will walk away from you now Losing again my thoughts become hopeless I’m overcome with feeling so proud I ended up with nothing at all I wanted everything to be mine I’d never lift a finger for your kind I’m not the kind of person that shines All of my greed just led to my fall So when I saw you there Standing in the moonlight The aura that you gave made Me think that it was all right But then I thought too much And realized it’s over Before it even starts I’m hopeless So I’ll continue on this road To nothing and obscurity Timeless is the greed we hold Those who crave Everything I’m envious of what they have but the clock still ticks on me I’m out of time, there’s no goodbye I’ll never get to see The treasures that you had Standing in the moonlight They overpowered me I prayed that it was all right But then I thought too much And saw through the illusion I won’t get what I want I’m hopeless So I’ll continue on this road To nothing and obscurity Timeless is the greed we hold Those who crave Everything

Sometimes I feel like letting go Forgetting all the things I didn’t want to know And in the end I feel no bliss I feel so cheated out of happiness Let’s imagine how would life be In the future just you and me It could be so perfect Only on the surface Stuck here in reality I Dream of brilliant life in due time It’s too overrated What my head created Spin it round and round Beat it in the ground Do not make a sound Still myself I’ve found Lost in my delusions Head up in the clouds Safe here in my space Isolated thoughts I am fine right here Weary but still tamed Do not fix me I Do not want to be saved Sometimes I feel like letting go Forgetting all the things I didn’t want to know And in the end I feel no bliss I feel so cheated out of happiness Sometimes I wish I hadn’t tried To save the fear and pain, but now my hands are tied But could I face it wouldn’t last Or cling to dreamland and the past Just a little longer can I Stay here in my conscience but I Know I can’t forever Soon I have to sever I must come to terms with all this Why I learned more when I noticed Not what I imagined Reared into reality Things go fast downhill Worsening the thrill I grew more weakened So the time came when Truth hits hard and I Cannot take the blow Breaking down at my Mind’s subconscious core My refusal to Know that this is real Only serves me to Numb all that I feel I’ve just me to blame Nothing but the same Inner living hell I brought on myself If I could keep an open mind I might restore the lights and leave this all behind But I am so stuck in my fantasies Of what I want my perfect life to be But maybe I can Stop this crippled me And lay him to rest Perhaps it’s just a pipe dream Start the healing at the center Core unfreezing open further Let it go forever Maybe I can sever Quickly I can come to terms with My mad rampant fantasies and See the inward value How could I be so shallow Throwing myself in Games I cannot win End where I begin So’s the me of then But Now I see the truth Clearing all the fog No more solid proof States I’m in the wrong I know where I stand So I feel all right No more master plan Maybe now I can live my life

I set out with my intentions Pure like snow across the plain Aims to share my thoughts to others Off in places far away In these travels I soon learned The outside world is cold like rain Bitter people, bad credentials Life like this puts god to shame The broken towns and hostile neighbors Haunting people, losing friends Everything is in a wreck No-one wants to make amends So-called leaders fueled by greed Exploit their power setting trends Confrontations all too common Horrid deeds are now intrinsic I see people falling to their knees I watch and gasp at what I see This world bogged down with vanity It's not just me, it's everything My intentions pure like snow Are obsolete in here and now Kindness foreign, war is rising Commotion disrupts the flow Time is halting at a fault line And it's spreading round the world Such distress is not a haven For ideals pure like snow I see people falling to their knees I watch and gasp at what I see This world bogged down with vanity It's not just me, it's everything Stop this now We can return to living All this foul It can all turn to peace Bring this down No other day more timely No more sorrow We can be pure like snow I see people falling to their knees I watch and gasp at what I see This world bogged down with vanity It's not just me, it's everything

Take a bow now ‘Cause it’s over And you’ve got nothing Left to show for You always wanted time But never seemed to have enough The future was your goal Your here and now not worth a thought So tell me When you reach the other side And stop to look behind What is there Did you think ahead too much Did you ever take your time To stop and stare Take a bow now ‘Cause it’s over And you’ve got nothing Left to show for Now you’re lacking memories Of what your past could be You Won’t get back ‘Cause you had to be someone Instead of being free You’re way off track But before we say goodbye I want to see you smile One last time ‘Cause you ran to reach the end Tell me was it worth your while To pass life by To pass life by

Suffocated By your hatred Shunned from all this light you hold Judgment rising Love declining I can’t find myself in you Hide your face Behind this paste And cake it on till nothing shows Mind so careless Yet you cherish Plastic things you love to hold I can’t find Any trace of me that you have left behind I can’t see Any scraps you show of human decency but What have you got without me Besides your hate and envy Suck in this swamp that you made The mud is up to my knees I’m scared of what I can’t see These forces pressuring me I only want to live free And I don’t want to be plastic Hate surrounds you Fury drowns you Soon the rage inside takes hold Billboards plastered You’re the master Of your dead psychotic world Brain sedated Stimulated Past the point of no return Scrapped life lessons Crave attention You’ve detested all you’ve learned I can’t find Any trace of me you have left behind I can’t see Any scraps you show of human decency but What have you got without me Besides your hate and envy Suck in this swamp that you made The mud is up to my knees I’m scared of what I can’t see These forces pressuring me I only want to live free And I don’t want to be Break the molds Ignite the star within myself I am not alone I will never fold Stop the lies feel the truth within myself I will shine so bold End the lies retold Light the fuse Break the shell within myself I am what I know I won’t let this go Crush the doubt Play the song within myself I will stand and shout Let the words flow out Let the words flow out